State of Mind: Fretting

5 papers down and 1 to go.

*whew* Thank God.

Hopefully these will be the last papers I write for quite a bit. It's been almost 7 years straight of education: 

I think I'm tired.

Instead of the usual joy that should accompany the impending end of exams I'm weighing myself down with the uncertainties of what's beyond the papers.

Will I pass all my papers so I can be called to the bar?!!!? 

Will I have time for a break before 'life' starts?

Where'll I work? Will I like it?

What about my other plans?? Will I have the time?

My plans have plans, how'll I implement them?

MOney, money MONEY! *sing song voice*

I tend to think in leaps and bounds, clearing months, even years at at time...complete with details, plan B,C, D down to G.

It's not easy being my brain.

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My Current State of Mind: 

Worried, 

Restless, 

Anxious,

 Wondering what the next 90 days will bring

Feeling as if I may be missing my calling,

 Feeling as if I am living in the wrong country, 

Puzzled by all these feelings

looking for  a that way out, 

wondering if this is PMS, LOL!

reminder to self:

All Shall Be Well.